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| I can't pretend that I'm okay because I'm not.
this feeling is extremely asphyxiating and i don't know what to do. At all.
why the hell do i hang on?
every time i ask myself that question the waterworks come on because the answer is already embedded in my mind and i repeatedly remind myself that it's worth it.
Could you please tell me my judgment is erroneous and i'm simply overreacting?
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| i see cobwebs on the web page already.
Before the end of O levels, i thought I'd be so excited i'll AT LEAST type in block letters - to express my utmost joy and sudden liberation and whatnot.
not really now.
to be honest, i think O levels keep me more occupied.
I've tonnes of things to do, meet up with people, prom, camps.etc
yet i don't seem to feel even a tinge of excitement. something must be wrong with me.
what i dread now - results!!!
freaking scary i think. anyway, today was (Y) in the morning and afternoon (: our clique did some planning after our failed movie outing because the tickets were sold out too:( ahh guess i lost the blogging bug.
i don't know what to do:( i really don't understand a single thing that's going on. and i didn't want to spoil the mood. thanks rice<3
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| i tried to hold back my tears but failed miserably seven times over.
i really, really miss who you were.
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| Yesterday was graduation day. It was supposed to be emotional but that wasn't really how it was because we still had mass lectures before that. Anti-climax i say.
It marked the end of my four-year journey in Crescent and i must say, i am really going to miss every bit of the school and our culture, from our CRESCENT cheers to birthday songs that are uniquely CGS!.
Well...i'll miss the people most of all. our awesome teaching staff who are so dedicated they are willing to have consultations with us all the time. How about they force those who don't approach them for help?
I'll miss running along the corridors from class to class, smacking my friends as I meet them while walking, texting in the toilet, fleeing when we see the Discipline Mistress round the corner. not like I have attire related problems but just to....avoid Dcom people for the sake of it(: very thrilling. Most of all I'm really glad I haven't had detention before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've had such wonderful memories in the school they'll be ingrained in my brain for eternity(: there've been ups and downs, like when i curse the school for the insane amount of work we're piled with. but afterall, it's for our own good=)
I'm reminiscing now already. I'll miss the rotunda, running round and round shouting each others' names from each level, the Millenium classroom for privileged kids like Amundy, michelle and I, scribbling on our teachers' tablets and surfing the net illegally during class, lugging heavy tablet pcs to school, mass run twice a week, PE lessons that exhaust you and make you perspire to no end but put a smile on your face, arguing with teachers in class, running down to the canteen for recess, playing catching up Mount Crescent after recess and scrambling to our classes when the recess bell rings, daring each other to do things, prank-calling, choreographing dances with people, singing the school song, going to Town afterschool and being Tanglin Kids. I'll never forget the best friends I've made in school and my clique, the random boob-grabbing perverse creatures and the oompa loompas, the rice;the bean;the shell;the bird;the twin;the genius, the crazy nut and the list goes on.
I'm so glad i came to this school and i really thank God for placing me here because it has molded me into who I am today and this is where i've spent a quarter of my life. I'll never trade my time here for anything because the crescent experience is just priceless! I love the school spirit and the enthusiasm (which is only absent when we sing the national anthem), skipping sex-ed and motivational talks to STUDY. not forgetting the freedom we have: that of an all-girls school. Not having to care about boys at all (something i'll miss) and changing in class.
all in all, although my life in Secondary 1 was a living hell thanks to our form T, my friends turned it all around(:
the class of 2009 is the best batch!!!!!!
maybe nostalgia will set in after prom(:
anyway, prayer walk today was (Y) i love my Jesus<3<3<3 and church!!!!
   
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| Prelims are over and guess what we have in store for us as post exam activities?
Mass lectures and more mass lectures. Awesome. i'm so excited.
On the brighter side, career day seems pretty exciting and it's something to look forward to i guess?excluding boring talks if there are going to be any. Social grooming and dining etiquette course sounds quite laughable heehee.
Life is treating me well, yes it is! Youth Alive 2009 was (y) and i love the design ministry:)
O levels are like cumulonimbus clouds looming in the near distance. Dreading it or not, i'm not even sure myself! I'm trying not to make a big deal out of it because this is one mere hurdle, and in time, i'll face so many more obstacles this would probably be insignificant in comparison. I'll give my best shot. 
14 school days left before graduating. I'm overwhelmed with nostalgia already. unbelievable how attached i am to the school already!! by the way, my OCD handwriting habits are weirding people out. HAHA Live with it!!
p/s: Before you grumble about how lucky I am think about whether you guys want a hand like mine. Do you? just...Think. don't get on my nerves, really. Your time management during your exams has nothing to do with me. At all. so don't compare.
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